Yayy~ you know what is this? Ginawa ko ito nung last week ng August 2013. it’s supposedly one of the gifts i am planning to give you on your 19th birthday~ but due to circumstances and problems and hindrances and whatsoever negative occurrences,i was not able to finish it mainly because i lost inspiration. I lost my motive to do and finish this.
Yep,i lost motive,but that doesn’t mean that i gave up~ Sorry but i am really stubborn and I won’t let go of you,not ytd,not today and not forever. Our petty fights won’t even become hindrances. You may be confused at times but I am willing to give you all the time if you need it :3 Whenever you organize thoughts, always remember that I am here, waiting and supporting you, i won’t use “that” time to do some unnecessary doings. :3 I like and love you a lot to do such things~ If im away, just think that I am bettering myself just so i would be more deserving for you. I really really really want to prove that I am worthy of your love. I want to give you the best in everything. I want to prove myself also that I can be worthy to be loved by someone.
Now, I have the energy and motivation and inspiration and confidence to finish this. I really really really want to give this to you and i hope you’d appreciate it. :3 It’s nothing much but as i always say to you, I am not fond of material things. So sorry,If i may not give you the most expensive things on earth…but I can give you something worth treasuring. In whatever i give you, rest assured that I always put 101% effort on it.
Last time i checked,I have this promise to myself that “If ever i have found the one that I love, I would let that person feel my love everyday.I would put all my effort to make that someone happy”…..and here I am trying to achieve my goal. <3
I know I am not perfect but hopefully I am enough for you~ I love you so much! I’m so happy you are mine.
PS: You’ll have this when we meet again~^^